'Search Me Not'

'The pain, the lies, they multiplied, it got too much for me
I have locked myself inside and swallowed up the key
I close the lights, I take all night, I'm such good company
Don't call me at home, I've cut the phone, I'm as I wanna be

Search me not, please search me not
The door bell it hurts my ears
Nailed my hands to the ground
I feed on my blood and tears

I have tried to socialize, it always got me down
Deceived and hurt by the ones I loved,
Why should I stick around?

Search me not, please search me not The door bell it hurts
I've nailed my hands to the ground
I feed on my blood

Search me not, please search me not
I am living such a beautiful thing
I've nailed my hands to the ground
I'll grow myself some wings

I like to be alone I do, I love the loneliness'